What the heck? 

Briefly

I still didn't work out who the heck I am.

I wander through life experimenting with all sorts of stuff, looking for answers, and trying to be nice while doing so. My English doesn't come from school, so don't look for perfection here. I love games with words in any language I know, so I hope you will get my point when I use it extraordinarily. 

Anyway, in everyday reality that I wake up to, I play some role as everyone else does. Apparently, I am Jakub.

Few words to describe me...

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  • Photographer & Filmmaker amateur

  • Dreamer that almost stopped believing 

  • An extreme person looking for balance

  • Crazy guy with a bit of sense

  • A rebel who likes to do it his way 

  • Tourist that gets lost in his own head

  • Believer in Omnism, Nature & Love

  • Co-founder of procrastination 

  • ​The human who wants to learn new things

  • The one that seeks discomfort

I create what I want, for you, and my happiness.

That's what I love about it most!

Not bored yet?

Then say cheese!

Appreciate IT! 

Don't worry. It's finishing soon...

 

Anyway. What is that I am trying?  

 

Probably just to be myself, do what I enjoy, perhaps make someone smile, share my knowledge or even inspire you to your own creation and discoveries. 

 

It's up to you what (if something) you will get out of it ;)

 

 

I am self-taught & I've never :

CREATED PROPER WEBSITE

TALKED TO CAMER OR VLOG

CUT OR EDITED VIDEOS 

OWNED A REAL CAMERA

WORKED WITH GRAPHICS & PHOTOS

TRAVELLED A LOT 

SAVED MONEY

 

 

I don't even know English properly.

Anyway, I chose it as a primary language.

 

I GUESS I LIKE CHALLENGES!

A BIT MORE ABOUT ME

The point is to find out

what's my point.

I am still chasing after something and trying to achieve things, and all in all, I don't even know what and why. What I know is that I like to look for my own answers and ways of doing things rather than just nodding my head to agree with everything I hear.  I am on a self-discovery journey for several years, and I always like to try things different.

What an interesting game that life is. Constant ups and downs. 

We live in an age where almost everything is possible.

There is limitless access to options, but despite that, the majority of people aim low and stick to the rules.

Hmm... THE RULES.... I don't know. 

 

I believe that there is something more waiting for us out there than what they tell us in school, family and media. Actually, everywhere we go. Loads of opinions and beliefs are so inseparably integrated into every step of our lives that one would believe they were right. Well, not just one. The significant majority of us. And I understand it very well... I was on edge myself and almost stopped believing!

I was always a dreamer. And a bit of extreme person too...

...I mean, my whole life, I've been jumping from one extreme to another.

No matter what it is.

 

In for a penny in for a pound. Either 120% or not at all!

Nice to meet you, Jakub.

 

But when you jump into something, it would be nice to finish it. I'd like to do everything, then I can't decide where to start, and I end up doing nothing. I always set the bar unbelievably high, and then I am so surprised when I fail...

How amusing :)

Well, I'm still finding the boundaries, still calibrating.

"Only I can make a decision to be happy again."

 I have nothing to hide!

It has been over four years since anxiety and depression is part of my daily life.

From the most confident and positive boy with a big dream to the very bottom where is only fear, darkness and emptiness. There are no feelings, there is no love... starting with the self-love.

"I've never understood how anyone can attempt suicide ... now I understand it very well."

 

What an interesting stage of life. There is still a long way to go, but I dare to say, I'm already heading up... Either way, I consider this to be a really strong and valuable life experience that has taken but also given me a lot. Above all, it gave me a great deal of understanding and empathy for people, with all sorts of mental health issues, of whom is way more than known. It is me, and perhaps it is YOU. 

It is US!

And that's life. Everything has its counterpart and balance. It's not always obvious at first glance, but I believe that everything has a reason.

 

Keep a smile and be patient with me! Peace ✌️

:)

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